mad mad mad

i encountered lots of issue this past few days and i was really depressed.

1. my bestfriend is having a problem right now with her family. i don't want to tell what is it coz its too personal and somebody might read this. nweiz, since she's having a problem, am der for her.. she's really down now and she needs someone to lean on.. just so you know, when i was having a hard time in my pregnancy, she was always there for me and my baby.. until now actually.. that's what friends are for, right? but that's not the issue.. well, me as her bestfriend is really mad at her cousins and somehow dissapointed to her mom. i feel like, "they don't care". coz when she's gone and her sisters are looking for her, they just maybe sat down there.. now, when i called up her sister, her mom talked to me and i told her that i don't know where she is and am worrying, her mom just answered "eh, ndi nmn alam kung nasan sya. malaki na sya, natuto sya umalis, matuto sya bumalik." so i was like, "what the hell!!" but ofcourse i didn't tell her that.. i just said " but tita, and worry ko po kc bka mapano sya, un po importante skin". then that night, they found out that she's in quezon city. i texted her sister and said "bka pde ng kuya mo (cousin) sunduin si _______, nagwworry kc ako", and she replied "malayo daw eh".. so me, what the fuck tlg!! so i replied "nakukuha nya sunduin yung barkada nya sa malate ng gmit ang kotse nyo tpos ung may ari ndi masundo dahil malayo?!!!" i was really pissed off!! after that day/night. i posted on my wall bout me, bout my bestfriend and everything. the cousin's wife reacted and replying not directly to me but she keeps on posting on her wall too. latter part, i was fighting with ex friend and the wife keeps on reacting again. so i guess, she thinks sya un. 

 2. my bestfriend's cousin named "squater triash" keeps on saying bad things bout me.. so me, thinking what have i done to her, for her to have the fuckin right to say those words against me.. kasalanan ko ba na pinanganak syang tanga. coz i found out lhat ng inasikaso nya, palpak. stupid tlg.

haiz.. anyway, glad my bestfriend is there for me..