SEE MY MADNESS!!

I want to say something but i cant its because people might get hurt.. Here i can say everything.. I want.. I can talk shit i can say how bad people are.. i can express how mad, sad, dissapointed i am.. Coz here i find freedom.. The hell i care if you dont give a damn on my post.. its you who has a problem with this.. Not my loss..  In this world where i need to be not me.. I hate it.. maybe you will say, Whye cant you be yourself? duh.. its easy to say.. i am me.. i am myself but cant say all the time.. i have to please them i have to deal with their shit!! PUTA nakkasawa.. nakkapagod.. i am immoral.. i am a bitch!!! i fuck, i suck andthe hell you care??!!! you are just a piece of asshole!! dont react like as if you're not doing anything bad.. yer immoral too.. cmon.. you dont have sex?! you dont talk dirty?! fuck you!! i am a single mom so what's up?!! does it make yer life miserable?!!! I cheated, coz am a cheater.. yer not? yea yer not its because yer bf is cheating on you.. yer like a playgame for him.. I kissed alot of men and you?!! no one wants to kiss even yer hand!!!! So people cmon react on this!!! you love this?! love me for this!!! you want this?!! want me more?!! i am myself.. i talk dirty i did, doing silly mistakes.. dat makes me real human.. are you god??!! ULOL!! Who do u think you are??!!!yer just a pain in yer parents ass!!!! i shut the fuck up not because am scared but because i have a reputation and i have manner but if you really want me to give a fuck on you then lets fuck each other!!!! am good in bed.. people dont know how great i am.. AM CLEAN when am having sex.. yer stupid!!!!  Lets ruin yer night babe.. am not gonna accept any apology from you.. rott in hel you jerks and bitches!!! i dont mind being alon, atleast i know am not with the trash!!!!!

FUCK UP!

Here I am again, blogging.. haha.. Its been a long time since my last post.. Sorry i was just busy.. I am not really okay.. Had a long stressful conversation with my boss and i feel like i want to relax.. But how? I am alone in nowhere.. Fuck, yeah alone.. My friends are all busy with their own life, ofcourse jade cmon, they have a life and you dont.. Ive called my bestfriend's house and asked her if i can just stay there, but she told me they'll be going to the gym in awhile.. Its actually unexpected answer.. Nweiz, Then texted my guy friend and told him am bored and he said "labas ka.. pupunta ako sa team mate ko eh.." so i replied, "ah.. cge.." Then he texted back "bkit ka pala bored?" I just answered, " am bored means I need a friend ".

-- That's not my problem.. umM.. Ive been single for 3 years now.. after my bf passed away, i dont have any plan to have another one since i already have my baby.. Now, am encountering lots of bad feedbacks coz i am having an affair daw to this guy.. okay, i like this guy.. i guess he likes me either but i know we can't be together because of his cousin.. and here's another one, i feel like i was betrayed by my friend its because she's telling everyone that am not really a good friend.. That am just into boys and i dont care bout them.. My god.. Never in my life that boys became my 1st priority.. Never.. So what's your problem?! i dont know what to do.. they're talkng behind my back and despite the things ive done for them, sigh! Shit talaga.. Its really better to be alone now.. No Friend, NO anyone.. I should learn to be an evil talaga.. I hate rejection, i hate backfighter but i hate the fact that i have a frenemies..


Just back off and get out of my life!!!