pain ☻○○○○ ☻ pain

am sad.. kinda in pain.. actually i don't have a big big prob nmn.. am just.. mad? nah ah.. pissed off maybe.. here it is.. i like someone.. i really like him.. after a couple of years now lng aco naging interested sa guy ng ganto.. i know he's not that prety guy like my ex's.. but pls don't judge him!! as a friend be happy for me.. grabe kxe!! lagi nlang looks batayan d2 sa mundo!! bulxit!! mxiado mataas tinging nyo sa sarili nyo!! cnu ba kau?? kung ndi lng luks pagbbatayan, ang pangit nyo!! get it? am sorry.. am just mad.. lam co mtagal co na kau friend.. but guys, my god!! u know how much am longing for this kind of feeling.. let me be happy nMn.. ok.. from now on, wla kau maririnig xkn na story 'bout t'at.. since i can't see any support from you.. its better to be alone.. you guys are so pretty kxe eh.. nakakahiya nMn senyo.. haiz.. infairness, napaiyak nyo co sa mga nalaman and narinig co.. haha..


[[ to you, why can't you just let me be happy? since is not hurting you.. remember? i let you.. i let you go.. i let you fly.. even though t kills me.. before.. ]]

[[to you, dba ikaw pinagssbihan co ng secrets co.. u know how happy i am right now dba? am happy coz there's someone who's willing to be with me.. and i know he's mine.. just mine.. ]]

[[to you,, ever since am yer bestfriend.. but after all the bad things you've done to me, am still yer bestfriend.. am just wondrin.. why don't you want me to be happy? are you my wut, enemy? or a so called friend who's passion is to put me down secretly?]]

[[ to you, am not a baby 'nymore.. am not a kid who wants to play everytime.. am tired of playing games lotsa times.. don't treat me like a fool.. ]]

just wunna be wit' ya boi..

ya know who ye are.. we can't be together.. but if there's a chance to be wit' ya.. i'll grab it.. mxiado ba co mtaas? nah ah.. is it possible to an angel like you to go down here and love a devil like me? haha.. can we just be together? even just a bit of time? ahuh.. ahuh..

waiting for ♥

got nothing to do.. waiting for the hr coz i'll get my mc today.. haiz.. i have kilig moment here din.. kxo.. iba religion nya.. in short.. angel xia devil aco.. haha.. wunna go to somewhere to relax.. haha.. wula na time for happenings.. siz's mizz ya all.. haiz.. ztah na life? nga pla.. those who wants to help poor kids.. kindly txt me to join to our org.. it started last month in pque.. let's help.. 09278534709.. those who just want to help..